Please do not turn your back on salvation when once you become aware of it and what it brings you. You will not find happiness here, you will not. You may continue to seek it where it is not, but you will find only frustration and disappointment. All things of this world will pass away, all accomplishments and honors will become as ashes, leaving only their bitter taste in the end.
Love does not come and go.
It is not arbitrarily given and then withdrawn.
Such is not Love, but exchange, a bargain made between separate bodies in which each tries to get much and give little.
Do not make of Love a bargain based on maintaining belief in separation.