Please do not turn your back on salvation when once you become aware of it and what it brings you. You will not find happiness here, you will not. You may continue to seek it where it is not, but you will find only frustration and disappointment. All things of this world will pass away, all accomplishments and honors will become as ashes, leaving only their bitter taste in the end.
Remember, the true purpose of your incarnation is to return to the Holy Union of Eternal Love. Your little false identity of “me” is only capable of trying to enhance itself by external approval, external possessions and external “love “.
Your True Self that is God’s perfect creation is forever complete, safe, loved, and loving. In the Light of gratitude, let your heart sing in Holy Union, as you welcome the blessings of Truth to lead you home. Only Love is real.