Consider once again your special function.
One is given you to see in your beloved his perfect sinlessness.
Nothing God loves but must be sinless and beyond attack.
Your special function opens wide the door beyond which is the memory of His love kept perfectly intact.
And all you need to do is but to wish that Heaven be given you instead of hell, and every bolt and barrier that seems to hold the door securely barred and locked will merely fall away and disappear.
For it is not your Father’s Will that you should offer or receive less than He gave when He created you in perfect love.